3-14-07

It’s springtime! And I’m full of fun springtime energy. I started this collage thinking about how I’d like to keep this energy all year long. Then it dawned on me that what I need to focus on is taking advantage of this energy right now. As I made this I got more excited about how I feel in this moment and all that I can accomplish because of it and I see how to truly chase the desire to feel good. I used to try and recreate earlier times in my life in an attempt to recapture the feelings I had then. I know understand that it’s how I was using my energy that made them good times. I’m getting the idea that happiness isn’t created in the physical, that it can be experienced physically… but it begins some place deeper. I’m tapped into that deep place in this moment for sure.