2-11-07

This was my first attempt at achieving a certain effect. I didn’t get the effect I wanted, but as I was making this a fan shape presented it self making the image of a geisha pop into my mind. I got to a point where I realized that something I do is chase receiving the treatment that geishas offer their clients. I do so because I want to be seen, but instead of doing the work to figure out who I am and portraying that I take the easy way and do as little as I can to get what I want. What I need to remember is that I don’t have to not be seen to change, I can change and be seen for who I really am.