9-21-07

every day matters as a matter of fact

9-20-07

I was thinking about the difference between what I really want and what is really easy. As I worked on the collage it became clear that all that stands between the two are my choices.

9-19-07

I started this collage with the idea that I want to remove restrictions, strip away any self-imposed rules so I can move freely through my life. These thoughts turned into the fear that without regiments and rules I run the risk of never getting anywhere. I then started thinking about the dangers of going no further than recognizing and pointing out that you do the things you do because of the way you are. I ended up at the idea that there are certain connections between people that make the actions of one a reflection of the other.

I have come to the conclusions that my personal expectations must be based on doing, and that I expect myself to be considerate of and open to others and value only what I know about and think of myself.

9-18-07

think and grow rich

it's all about positive attitude baby, going beyond reframing what you have always thought to the place where you let what hasn't served you fall away leaving only what you know to be true.

9-17-07

I am proud of myself.
I have direction and momentum accompanying me into the future.

9-14-07

I started this collage feeling kind of listless. There wasn’t anything I wanted to do so I began tearing up paper to get my head in the game. I was drawn to picture that represented taking care of my self. One of the ways I am trying to take care of my self is to act upon inspiration when it strikes. I took two breaks from making this collage to do things that suddenly had a pull on me. I’m proud that I was able to allow myself to do what I wanted when I wanted and still come back to finish a task I had committed to complete.

9-13-07

Moving beyond understanding and into feeling is the way I make my dreams come true. There is never a vacation from choosing against doing what’s easy. When I make the choice to focus on what’s good for me (and I know something is good for me if it makes me feel good) the power to do anything is in the palm of my hand.